My family has always meant a lot to me. And over the last 2 years, my understanding of my family has been slowly changing, as I learn, harshly, that this family has been so close only in my mind. The people I gave most importance in my life have less concern for me. And the ones I ignored or was harsh to, have stayed true to me as family.
Probably the wrong time for this post. But as a small part of your world changes so drastically, as reality sets in so truly, you re-evaluate all your childhood perceptions, and wonder when your world changed so drastically. Your fundamental premise has changed. And now you to redefine your world on a new axis.
Been hearing this for a while now, but ignoring it as I hold on to my beliefs and faith. Now have to re-evaluate my concept of family.